It is enough

i am a bit of an emotional roller-coaster these days
comes with the territory
so i better get used to it
i actually cry quite a bit which if you know me is not like me at all
but crying is supposed to be good for the brain, and the soul
so my soul and brain must be getting so much stronger
but it doesn't feel like it at times
just feels more full
more confused
more complicated

then I remember to set my gaze at those most important things in my life
and I am grateful for all I have been given
and the help I have to get through